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Interview with Michelle Ehlen

Michelle Ehlen is a cinematic jack (or should we say jill?) of all trades. For her debut feature, Butch Jamie, she wrote, directed, produced, starred and edited the film, which centers on the adventures of a struggling butch lesbian actress in L.A. who lands a male role and runs with it. Shot on a shoestring budget in upstate New York, the film landed Ehlen Best Actress accolades at the 2007 Outfest film festival in L.A., and the laughter of just about everyone in queer festival audiences around the country.

We had a chance to chat with the talented filmmaker about the finicky nature of the creative process, how butch vs. femme lesbians are represented onscreen, and how she found the greatest cat actor this side of Homeward Bound.

AfterEllen.com: So, can you give me a little background: How did you go from your initial interest in film to making your first feature, Butch Jamie? Michelle Ehlen: OK, well, a few years ago, I went to the L.A. Film School and made some short films, and studied directing and writing. The next thing I wanted to do in terms of my filmmaking career was to write a feature film. So, basically, I took a bunch of ideas – I actually wrote another script first that was a period piece, and that was way too expensive to do on my own.

So, I was trying to think of a concept that I could basically do for a limited amount of money that would be a good sort of first project to start with. I did a short film a little while ago called Ballet Diesel, which was a comedy. I’ve done both comedies and dramas, but when I was thinking about my first feature, I really wanted to do a comedy because I just think they’re a lot of fun. What I ended up doing with the project was I just pulled from different aspects of my life as a butch lesbian and struggling with my career, even though I’m not pursuing an acting career like Jamie – I’m more pursuing a writing/directing career – but I was acting a little bit and dealing with some gender biases in that area.

AE: So you wrote, produced, directed, starred in – and edited the movie. Must’ve been exhausting. What was the hardest part out of all those roles?

ME: I think writing is the hardest, just because I find it really difficult, even when you have a good idea, and you see in your mind how it could work and be good – I find it a very hard process to actually put it down on paper in a way that makes sense for people. You’ll get it all down on paper and look at it and say, “This is total crap.” You know what I mean? [laughs]

You have to be over that plateau and that’s not always easy. I’m working on another script right now… I was kind of hoping that the writing process would get easier, and maybe it will, but I think it’s one of the hardest things. Because with editing, for example, you have the script to work with. And with editing, you have the footage to work with. With writing, it’s just like, out in the air; it can be anything or nothing, you know? So, I find that the most difficult part.

AE: The movie’s been described as the butch lesbian version of Tootsie- were those nods to the earlier movie intentional? ME: It wasn’t a very strong influence. I knew it was similar – just like the basic idea of acting and dressing as somebody else. I didn’t approach a project saying, “Oh, I’m going to make the butch lesbian version of Tootsie” – it wasn’t any kind of guiding motivator. A lot of reviewers saw that, but I guess from my standpoint … it had some similarities, but it was also very different. In terms of the basic premise and idea, how gender and how people perceive her and categorize her and put her in these boxes – and she’s not making the choice, whereas Dustin Hoffman’s character chose to cross-dress to get work.

Also, I put a lot of my own experiences into the film, being a butch lesbian, and people perceiving me a certain way, or thinking I should be a certain way, and struggling with that sort of gender issue. So for me, it’s almost a very personal story.

AE: How did you ever find Howard the Cat? He was fantastic. ME: [laughs] We were actually really lucky. Howard was my cat – my girlfriend at the time and I [shared the] cat, and Jamie and Lola’s apartment was where we lived with him. So, 90 percent of the cat’s scenes were shot where he lived, in his home, and that really made it work. I mean, it was a really low-budget film: We shot in upstate New York, we weren’t by a major city, we had our friends help out on the production, so it wasn’t like a production where we would get a professional cat actor with an animal trainer, you know what I mean?

But it worked out really well, because the cat was in his own home, so he was really comfortable. He wasn’t so much comfortable with Lola – we tried, but he didn’t like Lola holding him a whole lot. Some things were easy, some things worked, sometimes we had to try things with catnip, but for the most part, he was pretty good. The only scene [with the cat] that we didn’t shoot at the house was the audition scene with Jamie and Howard, and we knew it would work because in the audition scene, the cat is supposed to be uncomfortable and not know what was going on, and running away. And because I was acting in the scene with him, and he’s so comfortable with me, he let me really kind of toss him around – and he would never have let anyone else do that with him… He actually has a pretty big part. [laughs] You never see cats in that big of a part!

AE: Especially with the demo reel – that was amazing! ME: [laughs] Oh, yeah!

AE: So, on a slightly more serious note, I’m wondering what your take is on the differences in the ways in which butch lesbians and femme lesbians are presented in film and other media. ME: Well, butch lesbians, even in lesbian films, are more rare. And even if they’re supposed to be butch, they’re generally very “soft” and feminine.

I think butch lesbians will become more “in the mix.” I think right now, it’s just new and I think people are a little scared of it. [They’re scared] that others won’t be able to identify with [a show or film] because of it, or that people think that butch lesbians are ugly or unattractive, and [audiences] just want to see femme lesbians, or whatever. So, definitely, I think it’s skewed toward the femme lesbians in representation and such.

AE: Do you think there’s a difference in the ways a lesbian audience perceives butch versus femme lesbians, say, at a queer film festival, where audience reactions are obvious? ME: Well, I think because things are the way that they are, I think that audiences really appreciate butch characters – because we don’t see very many of them. In terms of lesbians, there are a percentage of lesbians that are butch, and then there’s another large percentage of lesbians who are attracted to butch lesbians. Overall, there are a large percentage of lesbians who have some interest in seeing butch women onscreen.

AE: In uncertain economic times, do you think queer films will be more important to queer audiences, as opposed to times of relative stability? ME: I suppose so. I never thought of it that way, but I could see it that way in terms of people not participating in queer culture as much – just for money reasons, not being out there and connected as much. Films might be a way to do that. I have heard – and I don’t know how this will impact queer films – but, I have heard that in times of economic depression, that … as a general rule, people will always spend money on entertainment. It’s true, people want an escape. If life’s crappy, they’re still going to pay money to see a movie or whatever.

Overall, I have to say probably yes, because seeing a movie is obviously not an expensive thing to do, and if people aren’t able to travel and do other things to feel connected with the community, if they live out in the boonies, outside somewhere, and they can’t go to a big city or something like that, then it’s a good way to still be a part of what’s going on.

AE: So, what’s next for you – you mentioned that you’re working on a script? ME: Yeah, I’m writing a script right now, Heterosexual Jill, which is kind of like a sequel/spinoff/follow-up to Butch Jamie, with Jill dealing with her ex-lesbianism, in a romantic comedy. Butch Jamie is kind of a satire on gender, and I see Heterosexual Jill as a satire on sexuality as a whole. I’m writing it now. It hasn’t been as quick as a process as I would’ve liked, but I’m hoping to finish up in the next few months, and hopefully, if all goes well, find money [to produce the film] next year.

Butch Jamie comes out on DVD on Nov. 18, 2008. For more on the film and Michelle, check out butchjamiel.com.

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