EX DRAMA!

Where to start, guess the beginning might be a good place. my now ex and i dated for a year and a half, lived together the entire relationship. It was basically love at first sight even though i had to do just a tiny bit of chasing. I have no doubt that she truly did love me as a partner and i do believe she still loves me but not more than just a friend. I'm very fem and i'm a Schwarzkopf model so I'm not at all unattractive if I may say so myself. her excuse for the break up was that she's no longer attracted to me and she is only interested in men. Rubbish excuse. She had the audacity to stick to that excuse and slept with the two ugliest guys i have ever laid eyes on after the break up. guess water finds its own level. And, she slept with me after we had broken up and she enjoyed it as far as i can remember. My memory's quite good. you can't be in a homosexual relationship for that amount of time and have the kind of sex we had then say you're straight. My opinion. Anyways, she said that the sex just started to fell 'wrong'. When did you become a Christian? As far as i remember, you're still an atheist. Wrong answer. Moving on, She has had her bouts of jealousy then says she misses me... sorry what? You broke up with me and now you're jealous? She doesn't want to get back together but i do. stupid i know but in my defence, I love her. Always have, always will. We still live together by the way