to do everything but

Hahaha... yeah...

*sips coffee* So... How is everyone's procrastination going along?

 

not to well ive actually done shit all! how about your good self?

I am supposed to be working from 8:30am - 4:30pm I'm on AE by 9~9:15 and get to doing work around 3:30-4

*High-fives*

 

too much freakin over due english work... i dont know if ill ever finish it or even decide to do it.. epic faillll :D

but multitasking! a good reason why being a girl is awesome. We're pro multitaskers. I'm at work right now switching between afterellen and a bunch of my work tools and enjoying the amazing view from my window of a cloudy day at Monterrey.

welcome to procrastination-heaven. Two exams this week. have I opened my books?! nope. what I have done is: laundry, made brownies, cleaned the apartment, replied to all the unanswered emails I had, paid my bills, surfing the internet and cleaning out my closet. I am brilliant.

I can't think about anything related to work at the moment because i might be crushing on my straight best friend (how original) and i was sooo trying to avoid it and now i think i might be anyway, damn.... she's the only one who knows i'm gay and she's cool about it and she's helped me a lot this year which has led to this stupid crush. Why did she have to be so nice?! this is so bad and i found out she's sick today(kissing disease, so who the hell did she kiss!!!??) and now i'm worried and i'm also ranting, which is annoying, i usually don't rant, but hey can a girl be allowed just this one time??! I'm a weird person, antisocial, awkward and terrified of people in general and i was making progress, PROGRESS! and now i'm crushing on the girl who helped me out, the only one i totally opened up to, GREAT FANTASTIC! life SUCKS!!! Me and 11 other people including her are going to Tunisia on saturday, but she's sick and i'm panicing and i feel bad because i felt better going on the damn trip since she was there. Now she might have to stay home meaning i can't decide whether i want her to stay home and rest or if i want her to come with so i feel safe and i can take care of her. Sorry this rant is way too long and i know that, but i just needed to write all that out, i'm not even sure why i'm wrighting it here, again sorry, i'm just really stressed out and confused....     

"Blackmail always works better then bribery."

i think were all bloody brilliant!

Warning: a work and crush related rant..... I have waaay too much to do. My final exam is coming up, I have to open both bars(I work at an casino and a sports bar) early some now until mid June because at one job, the morning bartender quit on the spot and the other one at the other job got suspended(I don't know why), usually I don't mind working double shifts(from eight to ten P.M), but I have band practice, laundry that needs to be done, two websites that I need to moderate, sending care packages to some of my friends over in Iraq(that NEEDS to be done soon, but I kept putting it off because of work and other things), and promising to help my ungrateful friend move from his apartment to his house three hours away from here.

Plus, I now have to be on my toes around one of my jobs. Word got out about my crush on one of the customers, a beautiful woman married to one of the V.I.P members a.k.a, high roller wealthy man that pretty much everyone's afraid of, and now I have to assure my boss that I won't talk to her and let someone else make her drink. Problem is, she's starting to talk to me and enjoys it as well as always smiling at me and looking over at me whenever she's with her husband, and only wants me to make her drink. I'm pretty much stuck and stressed out to the high heavens.

 

 

In 50 years people will ask "Lindsey who" but Natalie Wood will be indelible.

Im in the same boat!! so stressed out with college work but am so distracted by EVERYTHING! tv, internet, computer games, movies, music! it really aint happening, iv gone through a whole jar of coffee in TWO days!! which is making me slightly ill..lol!! i wouldn't mind if my assignments required me to actually write something(im good at ranting),..but its literally just pages and pages of reading!! which is so hard to focus on! so i will join the masses of bitching and moaning...even if it its my own fault lol!