Hard To Get

Ok, It's not a good idea (for me) posting my life, but what the hell =/

I met this girl, she's sooo damn cute. But, she lives in Italy, wich is far far away from Peru. I had something! You know? when you think u both like each other, and we did. She's peruvian, but she's just in Milan with her family, living there...

At the first time we talked (she add me), she said she had a girlfriend, so I didn't care because I wasn't interested. Then, I knew I had a big chush on her, and she actually deleted all the pictures of her gf from her hi5 account. She told me she was coming to Peru and I was like... OMFG! xDD Really, 'cause we (i know both) were waiting that moment for ages... But then, she was here and I call her at home, she was sooo cold, and I asked her if she was dating someone and she said yes =/ make me sad but we still saw each other. Days were flying and she kissed me! ('cause I didint do anything!) but she was still with her gf =/ That made me a bad person... I know! So for me, it was over! But no, she picked up me from the academy... and damn, she's a good kisser! :(

The girlfriend is really annoyin! "Y" said once "I can't do anythin, I can't be with my friends 'cause she's so jelousy" =/ "Y" was always complaning about her, then I told her that she could leave her and dont make her suffer, but her answer was "no, no, I can't, I can't, You don't get it" I was trying to get! But she keeps saying she can't break up with her...

Then "Y" went back to Milan and she was making me crazy with her "oh, my gf says, my gf is..." she talked all day about the girl! Damn >_< I don't hate the gf 'cause it's not her fault!

I have talked to "Y", that it won't be anything good between us if she's still in a relationship, and then she says she doesnt want me to go out, SO WHAT THE HELL?! I got mad! 'cause I DON'T HAVE A BOSS!

She sends me messages saying "I miss you" and I just deleted 'em! Because I can't hadle with it anymore! I liked her, but I can't date someone who's always breakin up girls' <3, it wasn't just mine, I bet her gf felt so bad when "Y" broke up with her for a few days when she was in Peru...  

I won't lose my life just 'cause I want to be away from her.. And with life I mean, I won't delete my account for her! But what should I do?