I'm Jealous, Ask Me How...

It happens to me too.

My current crush is a grad student at my school, and she was teaching one of my classes. There was this girl in my class (also gay, and with a girlfriend, no less), and she was really obnoxious and would talk to our teacher (my crush), which normally would have been fine, but she would make these really unnecessary, small-talkish comments. Our teacher would sometimes laugh at what she said, and I would be absolutely livid, because I took it that this girl was trying to take my crush away from me. As for the punching? I wanted to gouge her eyes out with my pencil lol. Luckily my friends sat around me and we would whisper to each other and totally just rip on the girl, which made me feel better :) 

I think it makes a crush all the more exciting when you think there's competition. I remember that all of my friends in my dorm each claimed one of the "cute porters" and we would gossip to each other all evening about who was sitting near the entrance of the dorm talking to them.

It would drive me maaaaad when this chick would sit there all night and monopolize my crush's time with unnecessary, small-talkish comments. I even started reporting back to my friends about her where abouts and my friends were like: um, who's your crush?

But yeah, when i'm in a relationship, i'm not the jealous type, but when it's a platonic crush, yeah, i'm a bit of jealous bitchy cat!

...what you're talking about!! It happens to me every time! I even get jealous of their friends. It's almost ridiculous. I mean, the girl I like now - I know very little about her, we've barely talked, yet when she was apparently trying to figure out if a guy liked her or not (she didn't tell me herself...I tend towards stalkerness as well), I almost went nuts. I know she's still single though, so I dunno what happened there...And I'm doing the same song and dance you mentioned. Erp! Don't know what to do about that. Ah well. And a while back I really really liked this one girl, and she knew I liked her, and I'd get worried every time a guy just posted on her wall on facebook (it turned out I had good reason to, though - she ended up telling me she like-liked me, then I got very sick and was out of contact for a week or so, and when I came back to life I found out she ran off with some dude...).

But I think it's natural...when you like someone, you generally really really want them to like you back. And it's almost sickening to imagine them with anyone else. I hate it when I feel that way, because I don't want to be like those creepy stalker dudes who are like "YOU MINE! I TARZAN!" but...I can't help it, haha. I think it's alright to feel that way as long as it doesn't get too out of hand.

"This is a tree on fire with love, but it's still scary since most people think love only looks like one thing instead of the whole world."

My first hard crush was a girl named Sarah at my highschool and it was wayy tough to be around her cause even though she never rly talked about guys infront of me, there was always one person to get in my way. My best friends twin brother(grits teeth) and wut made it worse i liked her brother(as a friend). We alwaysed talk about random stuff and hes a funny guy to chat with although hes alittle annoying. So we used to have History together and i sat a few desks from her and John(friends twin) was also a few seats away from her but sometimes he used to sit right next to her. He would talk to her all the time and i remember gripin my desk to the point my nuckles went white. Jealousy rly is hard to deal with, but when i looked up she would always be there lookin at me and then shed give me a cute little smile while john kept on talking lol. So wut i would tell ya to do, is start talkin to her, u cant do anything about jealousy but obviously u like her. So i say go for it.

O and to let ya knw wut happened with me, well i ended up moving and goin to a diffrent school. I guess thts life...