Sad that you don't get to be "normal"?

When you first realized that you were gay, did you feel sad at all? Sad that you won't have a husband and kids? Sad that people won't recognize your girlfriend or "partner" with the same respect that they might a man? Sad that suddenly life has a whole new group of challenges, you don't quite want to deal with? Do you ever wish that you weren't gay?

I've recently realized that I'm bi, or something like it. I don't know how, but I guess that I was just oblivious to the fact that my attraction to women, wasn't that of the typical straight girl. And the thing is, I like girls a lot more, but when I think of pursuing a relationship with one, I just get kind of sad. Anyone else?