Any else find this

Does anyone else find that anyone you really have the hots for is always straight. Im bisexual and have always had boyfriends just due to the fact that anyone I ever felt anything for was straight and married.

Guess it comes with loving sexy women in their 40s/50s. I sit next to a gorgeous woman at work and it takes all my strength every day to not touch her lol. We have such a laugh together but I just wanna grab hold of her.

Anyone else have the same problems?