i come from a catholic family and fear that i will be disowned if i told them that i was gay.i have only told my best friend and he was happy for me . i've tried many times to tell my mum that i was gay but always chicken out cause she said that it was wrong and bad things would happen to me and that i should be like my siblings and settle down . due to this i've tried to end my life a few times. i've always known that i was gay the way i have to pretend that im dating my male friend who also gay while dating my ex but we broke up casue of having to hide the secrets.i just don't no what to do anymore i just want to be able to date people i want to & be happy