In a time when pregnancy
movies are all the rage in Hollywood
(see: Juno, Knocked Up, Baby Mama), Tick Tock Lullaby brings an honesty and
distinctly indie sensibility to the table. While the title evokes a sense of a
ticking biological clock, the movie leaves behind the usual clichés. Written
and directed by Lisa Gornick (Do I Love You?),
the film features a lesbian couple struggling with the baby question, as well
as a few quirky straight characters dealing with the same.
Tick Tock Lullaby centers on Sasha (Lisa Gornick, again) and Maya
(Raquel Cassidy), a London couple in the midst of deciding whether or not to
have a child. They decide early on that the baby should be conceived the "old-fashioned"
way (that is, through intercourse), and they try to find a suitable man for the
While this may not seem
like the most natural choice in the world, both partners seem committed and
happy together, and both are on board for what becomes a long, winding road to
Warning: Some spoilers
Interwoven through the
course of the film are two parallel story lines. One involves Fiona (Joanna
Bending) and Steve (Sam Spruell), a straight couple who are trying for a baby
themselves and experiencing their own hang-ups and doubts. The other, slightly
more bizarre thread follows Fiona’s sister, Gillian (Sarah Patterson), a
successful photographer who sleeps around with young guys, trying to get
pregnant. She interviews and photographs them first, cataloguing her attempts
The central dramatic
question for everyone in the film is whether or not he or she is truly ready
for a child — and all the ramifications.
Sasha reflects (via
stream-of-consciousness voice-overs) on what having a baby will mean for her
and Maya’s relationship, and whether Maya will have trouble accepting her baby
as "theirs." Fiona worries what Steve will be like once fatherhood is
thrust upon him, and Gillian simply doesn’t seem to be able to connect with
anyone on a meaningful level, so motherhood seems a stretch.
Things become complicated
when Sasha and Maya meet Laurence, a handsome, sensitive actor who might be
perfect for their purposes. Laurence brings up powerful, latent feelings in
Sasha, causing more angst than the couple bargained for at the beginning of
On the straight side,
Fiona encounters some major difficulties with Steve, since every time they try
to conceive, she can’t help but worry about parenthood. Gillian meets someone
who complicates her life as well, refusing to just pose for a picture and
vacate her life after they’ve had sex.
While the Gillian and
Fiona/Steve story lines are interesting and certainly provide counterpoint to
the movie, Sasha and Maya’s story gets the most screen time. The film follows
the couple as they make love, bicker about the specifics of conception and
sharing, bond with Sasha’s toddler niece, and cruise for sperm.
This is complemented by
the introspective drawings of Sasha, who is a cartoonist, and her accompanying
voice-overs. Through these scenes, the audience receives a very intimate
portrait of the character and her feelings on the baby issue, being gay, sex
and dealing with jealousy.
Any work featuring a
story line centering on lesbian mothers is bound to get some flak just for the
cliché factor. Tick Tock Lullaby does
feature two women cruising for sperm, and it does flirt with the possibility of
a lesbian having sex with a man (another clichéed fantasy). However, the film
tackles the subject with such earnestness and honesty — in one voiceover, Sasha
describes wanting the donor to be attracted to her, in order to conceive a
child with genes that "like each other" — that it offers a fresh
And of course, the film
isn’t only about lesbian motherhood. In fact, Fiona is so neurotic about
pregnancy and Gillian so creepy about the way she chooses potential fathers
that Sasha and Maya seem almost like the pillars of normalcy in comparison.