Michelle
Deighton, the most recent contestant eliminated on the UPN reality
show America’s Next Top Model came out as bisexual
a few episodes into the competition. She answers a few of our
questions about that, her career as a wrestler, and what her
plans are next.
AfterEllen.com:
Were you planning to come out as bisexual on the air?
Michelle Deighton: I didn’t plan it,
it never entered my mind ahead of time. But when I did finally
say something, got it off my chest and out in the open, it really
helped my confidence.
AE:
Did your parents already know about this, or were you coming
out to everyone at the same time?
MD: I was kind of coming out to everyone, at
that point. My parents weren’t too happy about it, but
we talked about it, and although they’re not really accepting
of it all the way yet, they’re really supportive of who
I am, which I really appreciate.
AE:
What kind of reactions have you had from other people to coming
out?
MD: I've had people come up to me on the street—it’s
really surprising when they recognize me—and tell me it
was really awesome that I did that, and that’s been really
nice.
AE:
How did the other contestants take the news? On the show, it
seemed like they were pretty accepting; was that an accurate
depiction of how they reacted?
MD: It
was accurate. I was pretty floored they took it so well, that
Brandy was like “Oh, I’ve had fantasies myself”
and the girls were joking about it. I was amazed they took it
that well. They were just like “Oh, okay.” That
helped me a lot in coming out. And it was so great to finally
talk to someone about it.
AE:
Did not being out have something to do with your self-confidence
issues?
MD: I think hiding that I was bisexual made
me hide a lot of other feelings, as well. In coming out, I was
able to express all of that and be myself, so that helped my
self-confidence I started to love myself for who I was, and
that helped a lot.
AE:
Do you feel like you have more self-confidance?
MD: Absolutely. In the beginning, I didn’t
even think I deserved to be there, and by the end, I felt like
I was worth it. It really helped me to work on my self-confidence
AE:
What was it like watching the episodes on TV?
MD: Really amusing. Especially that the girls
freaked out over the “flesh-eating virus.” That
was hilarious.
AE:
In the first episode, they dyed your hair platinum blonde. Have
you gone back to being a brunette now?
MD: Actually, I wanted to have red hair, but
I died it myself, and it came out kind of pink and purple. So
I’m back to blond now.
AE:
What are you doing now?
MD: I'm actually getting ready to do a wrestling
show. I have three more lined up.
AE:
How did you get into wrestling?
MD: About a year and half ago, I went to a
friend's wrestling show and really liked it. So I got into the
training program, and really ended up enjoying it. I ended up
being the first female champion of my federation, which made
me really happy.
AE:
How did you get into modeling?
MD: As a little kid, I used to joke around
about it, but when I turned 14, I really decided to get serious
about it and I told my parents about it.
AE:
Now you're moving to New York to pursue modeling full-time?
MD: Yes, on June 1st. I don’t have any
jobs lined up or a place to stay yet (laughing), but that will
work itself out.
AE:
Would you do America's Next Top Model again if you
had to do it over again?
MD: In a heartbeat. I loved the outcome, and
I gained so much self-confidence.