In
the new film The Journey, director Ligy Pullappally
presents a tale of two girls in rural India whose childhood
friendship turns into adolescent love. Kiran (Suhasini V. Nair)
agrees to help a neighbor boy woo Delilah (Shrruiti Menon) by
writing love letters for him to present to her as his own. Through
these letters Kiran comes to terms with and expresses her own
love for Delilah, who eventually discovers who the letters’
real author is.
Delilah
realizes she is in love as well, and the two young women enjoy
a secret affair--until Delilah’s mother (Kpac Lalitha)
susses out the nature of the girls’ relationship. While
Delilah unhappily faces the prospect of a hastily arranged marriage,
Kiran still more unhappily questions whether she even wants
to live if she can’t have Delilah.
Before
turning punitive, the girls’ families are seen to be a
reliable source of protection and support. Delilah’s family
dotes on her, the youngest of four children and the only daughter.
Her mother treats her sternly but lovingly and her grandmother
(Valsala Menon) showers her with love and unwavering support.
But that nurturing environment changes in an instant after Kiran’s
rival rats the girls out to Delilah’s mother, who beats
her.
In
the process she breaks the glass bangle--a family heirloom--that
Kiran had given Delilah as a symbol of their love. Delilah’s
mother punishes her and tries to sever the bond she shares with
Kiran--violently, as the broken bracelet cuts the girl’s
wrist. The once supportive family structure fails Delilah, punishing
her for flouting compulsory heterosexuality.
Pullappally
wanted her film to be a counterpoint to the popular
sport of pathologizing homosexuality in Indian films like Girlfriend.
Even more disturbing evidence can be found in real life. She
says the situation is so severe in India that it is not unheard
of for young women to end their own lives after being exposed
as lesbians. “These stories are sometimes reported in
newspapers,” she explains in my recent interview
with her, “but most go unreported, as the surviving family
members have an interest in keeping the shame and scandal fallout
to a minimum.” She adds that such incidents are so frequent
that there is even a watchdog organization in Kerala that keeps
track.
These
tragedies inspired Pullappally to offer a positive representation
of queer identity through a popular medium that has the potential
to reach a wide audience.
The
Journey is the first film out of India to seriously address
lesbian love since Fire in 1996. While Fire
is ultimately affirming, Pullappally was intent on taking it
one step further. She wanted to make a film where the women
choose each other out of love, as opposed to something to fall
back on after they become disillusioned with heterosexual relationships.
She wanted to portray heterosexual relationships as expected
and imposed by family, but ultimately not satisfying in that
they lack the qualities of a lesbian relationship--as opposed
to the other way around.
“My
personal belief is that homosexuality has little to do with
either the actions, or inactions of the opposite gender,”
she told the Deccan
Herald in a January interview.
It
was also important to Pullappally that her film’s story
take place in a rural setting. Whereas Fire features
urban women who have available to them the resources that metropolitan
life offers, she wanted to portray life outside the city and
the isolation that often comes with is.
She
acknowledges that there is an emerging queer community in Kerala
but says that many young people have no access to that support
particularly people who are neither male nor city-dwelling.
The
Journey further distinguishes itself in its subtlety.
It is a delicate depiction of a delicate subject, in part because
Pullappally has always intended the film to be released in India.
The sexual aspect of the girls’ relationship is hinted
at but not explicitly portrayed. There’s a suggestion
of impending sex as they gaze at each other in the pool, the
water reflecting light across their faces, its lapping sounds
serving as stark background music.
Little
is said and the camera lingers, noticeably comfortable with
the silence and stillness.
Much
of the narrative is communicated visually rather than through
dialogue, lending the film a mesmerizing lyricism as well as
making the subtitles easier to keep up with. The film is in
Malayalam (with the original title of Sancharam), which
is the language of the South Indian state Kerala, where Pullapally
was born.
She
has lived most of her life in Chicago but returned to India
in 2002 to make her film after winning a Sunshine Peace Award
for exceptional service as an attorney advocating for women.
Prior to filmmaking, she was a trial lawyer specializing in
divorce, child support, and immigration cases and representing
women who had been abused by their spouses. Before that she
was a public interest attorney.
The
Journey has won several awards, including the Chicago Award
for best film. It has screened throughout the U.S. and in many
parts of India and continues to tour the festival circuit. It
was recently picked up for distribution by Wolfe, and hopefully
will soon gain distribution within India as well.
Read
our interview with
Ligy Pullapally