Across the Page: Young AdultsAnnie on My Mind by Nancy Garden (Farrar, Straus and Giroux) Not that I'd have been brave enough to purchase one, but as a teenager growing up before the advent of the internet, I had no idea there was even such a thing as a lesbian-themed book. I was wrong. Annie on My Mind, Nancy Garden's classic love story of Eliza (Liza) Winthrop and Annie Kenton, was first published in 1982. The novel was included in the American Library Association's Best of the Best for Young Adults list, and the recent commemorative edition includes an enlightening interview with the Lambda Book Award-winning author. The book opens with Liza in her dorm room at the Massachusetts Institute of Technology. She is attempting to finish a paper on Frank Lloyd Wright, but instead begins a letter to Annie, whom she hasn't spoken to in months. "What I have to do," she writes, "before I can mail you a letter, is sort out what happened." This "sorting out" is the basis for the story, which is told from Liza's point of view and kicks off with their first meeting at the Metropolitan Museum of Art. The attraction is immediate and intense: "We looked at each other, really looked, I mean, for the first time, and for a moment or two I don't think I could have told anyone my name, let alone where I was." To deal with this energy, both frightening and exhilarating, the young women don masks and act as though they were characters in a King Arthur story. When Annie grows tired of playing "the medieval damsel" and Liza the "sir knight," the two finally begin to connect on a deeper level. "It was like a war inside me," Liza describes of her affection for Annie, which feels natural and beautiful, and the conflicting belief that her behavior is aberrant. Eventually, she follows her heart — and, like most closeted teens in love, it is a heart bursting with equal amounts passion and fear.
But if the public consequences of Liza's sexuality are a bit dated, the private ones are ubiquitous. In many ways, Annie on My Mind shows just how far we've come legally over the past 25 years. The interior process of growing up as a lesbian teen, however, still rings true. "I'd never consciously thought about being gay," Liza reflects, "But it also seemed true that if I were, that might pull together not only what had been happening between me and Annie all along and how I felt about her, but also a lot of things in my life before I'd known her." Garden, the author of several other LGBT books, including Molly's Family and Hear Us Out! Lesbian and Gay Stories of Struggle, Progress, and Hope, 1950 to the Present, dedicated Annie on My Mind to "All of us." Certainly, if you missed this coming-of-age/coming-out story the first time around, there is still plenty to relate to and enjoy even now. |
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Annie on My Mind is a traditional love story, except instead of boy meets girl, boy loses girl, boy tries to get girl back, it's girl meets girl, girl loses girl, girl tries to get girl back. From the beginning, the reader knows that all will not turn out well. The scandal that ultimately separates the couple is not only heartbreaking and poignant; it threatens to close down Liza's private school in Brooklyn. 
Annie
I literally just read Annie on My Mind - I stayed up all night reading because I just could not put it down. I didn't realize that the book was so old, so was baffled by the scandal Liza and Annie's relationship caused. But even though a lot of the book is outdated, I wish someone would've recommended it to me when I was a teenager and really could've used someone to identify with. I'm lucky to live in a time and society where being gay just isn't that big of a deal (I think it's probably a lot easier to be gay here, than in the USA). I knew my friends and family probably wouldn't mind at all - and yet, because I didn't know just what being gay meant, I spent way too many years trying to figure it out, instead of just being.
I really enjoy YA literature, so I'll keep my eyes open for those other two books!
I remember..
the day I went to library and checked out 'Annie on my Mind.' I remember not being able to put it down but always looking over my shoulder: "Can anybody see me?" "Will they know?"
It really was an awakening for me, life changing in a way - to know that beyond what felt like the four walls of my hometown - that there were people like me out there who were also struggling to find their way.
Sister
I'm going to reccommend these to my teenage sister. She's really into gay/lesbian fiction right now and she's having a hard time finding things to read. I read a lot of it too so we definitely have something else that connects us (she's 16 and openly bi). I'm sure I'll be reading them too. I wish I had known about stories like these when I was in high school, but then again, I may not have had the courage to buy them unlike her. Thanks for the review!
I'm pretty sure her name in
I'm pretty sure her name in Annie on My Mind is Kenyon, not Kenton. Lit geek that I am, I always remember the literature insta-analyzer in my head reading her flowing name as indicative of her nature in the book hence the soft 'y' instead of the hard 't'. Yes, I think these things while I read...it's a curse!
Also, doesn't the cover on the book Rules for Hearts look like Idgie and Ruth's hands during that one scene where they are playing cards? Just me then...
I can honestly say that Annie on My Mind was the first lesbian book I checked out of the library. I was so scared because it had the two characters on the front holding hands and staring lovingly into each other's eyes and I just KNEW that the librarian was going to know everything about me and probably put me on some list or something. Ha!
And the day came when the risk it took to remain tight inside the bud was more painful than the risk it took to blossom. - Nin
Annie
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Annie_on_My_Mind
Banned, burned, removed. And anyone who has ever read it, who is not a close minded twit, would seriously wonder why...
Annie on my mind...
...brings back memories of a long ago time. High school. When I was young, innocent and confused and I happened to find a copy of Annie on my mind at the local library. Such a great book....
Thanks Miss
as for J A Peters
the house on the way
i think that was the name of the first lesbian book i had ever read . i too couldnt put it down nor told anyone what it was about lol .
and keeping you a secret to me was almost like sexualy fustrating lol and i dont know why .
the best book i have read so far is "same sex in the city", its a great book but some girl stole it from me last year!
I think
Annie on my mind
This is possibly one of the best gay books I have ever read, in fact I still read this to my G/F every few years and we are well into our 30's.
I've read
"lost" books
Hey Dollface
I just read Annie on My Mind
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"Thanks to: un-encouraging parents everywhere for giving their children the will to show them up, and to the white macho-american male for reminding the small percent who are capable of recognizing injustice
annie and others
As a librarian, I can tell you that not only was Annie challenged then but it remains one of the most challenged books to this day. I love YA books and am pleased to see the evolution of YA fiction. YA fic with GLBT characters and themes are much easier to get a hold of now then in the past. If you like GLBT YA books try these too: David Levithan's books, Absolutely Positively Not (LaRochelle), The Bermudez Triangle (Johnson), Alex Sanchez's books, Totally Joe (Howe), My Heartbeat (Freymann-Weyr), Talk (Koja), A Really Nice Prom Mess (Sloan), to name a few. Some are better than others and we definitely need more YA fic for young lesbians (with lesbians as the characters), but it has come a long way. And one of the funniest books to "come out" (get it?) in awhile is When I Knew edited by Robert Trachtenberg. Check it out, you won't be sorry.
Oh and while you're at the library check out these picture books for children: And Tango Makes Three - one of the most controversial books of the last couple of years (Richardson), Antonio's Card (Gonzalez), King and King (de Haan), Molly's Family (by Nancy Garden!) and of course the classics, Heather has Two Mommies and Daddy's Roommate. Happy reading!
these books
Books with lesbian characters
Annie on My Mind....
Annie...
not just another story
the thing that really set annie on my mind apart from other books for me was that there was so much to the backstory. as a very confused younger girl, i sought out lots of young adult gay fiction and read quite a bit. unfortunately, the genre is still very limiting and so while some of the books are truly remarkable, some are lacking in general writing skills or consist of thin plots. annie on my mind really took the time to paint details into the story, like the trial over the ear piercing to the wild imaginations of the two girls. of course the book wouldn't be the same if it wasn't gay, but the story seemed elaborate enough to me that if it was a book about two heterosexual friends, i still would have enjoyed it. it is the "class" that smashley references that makes annie the number one on my list.
i also highly reccomend david levithan's boy meets boy for a touching gay love story. he throws convention out the window to create a world where prejudice and fear are barely even afterthoughts, and the setting really allows the story to take off without the usual complications that make young gay reading somewhat homogenous.